Yesterday was so peaceul day while doing baseguard duties,
in the afternoon suddenly they called for suprise urine test.
I delcare that did't took medicine yesterday and results turns positive.
After checking go return arms straight thn back base while waiting awhile brought to J'divison
taking th test again , a long period waited and result turns POSITIVE again!
After puting label those , Escort by IO thn go interview room after long question and answer ' i have to said i only drink cough syrup due to my bad cough ' another drug i did't took !
After back base continue my duties thn follow by end shift.

Kinda of very stress these days,
i still unknown what in th action or words i offence anyone?
or just maybe i've been thinking much.
For you ! I have totally pissed on you,
for your words i do remember my head inside.
I'm not owning you a hundred or thousand dollar is just few dollars ahead ,
you must loud and yell i owe you money !
Just think lah knn !
Slowly my months of counting begans.

Merry Christmas Eve's
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20 % Lives

I'm very disappoint about myself today what really happen to refer my mood.

I'm moodless.

As today i become very sensitve many things, i easily get anger easily too.

At night dinner out with parents , after that going home watch 12rounds with father.

Regarding sighs.. I wish to talk it out whn i unhappy, i claim to myself and tell myself that

in the next year of my birthday maybe it's will be not smooth as i plan le.
Everytime i telling myself in a positive way end up turns negative way!

I have to get myself rights sometimes, not only you can rule me .

YOU UNDERSTAND !!

'' Tired Bonda' & Smile = ) Somewhere near tuas south ave 8 ? lol

I'm back in blogging ...

Yesterday with peter covering nanyang sector ,

it's a nice day : D

After back from night shift reach home bath le and sleep.
Around 3plus jeremy called me said sin kiat rent car and bring us along go walk and makan ,

we went to bugis , as walking to iluma saw felicia chin =)

it's totally different whn i personal see her face to face. okay nah maybe make up those lols ,

haha. After awhile 6plus sin kiat drive meback home and at home rest awhile upon waiting jeremy and nicholas to come up my house.

Til 10plus they going home,

thn i update blog.

Many days has passed,

i admit i saw many of couples together my heart feels jealousy and envy.

my goals is to target earn enough much money and have a nice girl with me.

Maybe my times haven reach bah ,

and i will stop thinking too much. Thanks for many people th cheering me up : D Thanks Thanks ^ ^

Geeps...
Back from work today reaching home,
as normal bath luh thn go sleep le.
Till now just awake.
I'm very disappointed about management about working,
now one of my team regular have to transfer out.
Today after o/e look upon th sky feelings was so netural that many moments.
After returning arms reaching home at 10am, and i felt my mother abit of recovery luhs.
I just hope she's will be fine.

Later thn update if got anything ?

I'm feeling of my heart was suddenly down ,

yesterday.

After sister called me and tell me mother status,

as i told myself sometimes i know my burden is coming;

i talking th burden its not calling mother a burden is that the time to take care of her?

i trying to thinking alots, and i cant slove it and i began panic. The action regard her really very obvious know that she is sick. Everything i do for her is like in th past she did for me.

Hope my mother will speedy recovery : D

To Maine; i will try to meet you asap ,

and i now not thinking too much of her luhs

overall that is in th past , i cant bring her back in myside

means we dont have any feelings in between anymore, and i will

walk alone to be face th world.

To Dolphin; I will not go disturb your lifes anymore.

I will forget those memories in th past we been happy,

and everything is can be explained not excuse.

To Myself; & now till december le ,

going to be one year luh.

Wish my luck will be happier ^^

Thinking is easy

acting is difficult

and to put one's thoughts into action is th most difficult thing in the world ''

I began thinking something with a imagination.

Those unwanted memories have to erased long time ago.

I will double repay back,

whn i have enough

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